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Lifes feeling shitty so heres some crap im kind of proud of in efforts to make myself feel better.

Combichrist was amazing and you really need to watch out for those dang drumsticks. But I think I looked damn good for once in my life.

So wanted to go in pit but cartilege is still healing and kamil was still iffy so we just stood back and enjoyed the show. We then went to a michelin star tapas bar. and it was damn fucking good.

After hours is play time with the router. I also broke the bit that we just got this morning. So I made bf an early vday gift :3

Also Im in the middle of coloring a flamingo. Its looking pretty good so far.

Sorry for lack of anything. Been busy.

Finally having coworker teach me how to use the router. They dont like my jokes of making a hanging sunwheel sign or a baphomet board. One day ill make my own satanic country home decor.

I also went clubbing at Saint Vitus in Brooklyn for the first time ever. It was a pretty big thing for me to get over some anxiety shit but it was kind of fun even though in danced like a retarded potato. But like every 15 minutes id freak out and get frustrated and stop for a bit. But ya know whatev, keep trying and shit

Im trying to do more artsy things but feeling defeated in a lot of shit. So heres some work from work. The burgundy one was painted graphics and the black was eradicated with printed clear vinyl on top. Last is a pic of me doing the Champs frosted vinyl on those huge ass windows in Times Square in NYC that was a fun job

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My co worker invited me to go out birding on his boat the other day. The weather was beautiful and we went to Gilgo and Jones Beach.

When we were leaving the docks of Amityville we missed a great blue heron that was flying right along side the boat. I think I’ll prob head out again on his boat next spring. I’m not really a boat person but damn it was quite fun.

I prob wont get around to the other pics any time soon so heres a few im really proud of :3

Only took 7 years to do a red again. And heyo i finally went to a 0 buzzcut for kmfdm this saturday.

I was horrified yet turned on when the hair stylist buzzed off the sides. It was weird. I’m probably going to really disappoint my boyfriend when i see him at the gym.

Also I learned I can stomach 4 glasses of cabernet without getting sick. But I’ll say some really stupid shit as I completely and totally lose my filter.

I had to say goodbye to my best friend today. Her tumors grew tremondously overnight last week and she just went downhill so fast. I was a bawling mess when they inserted the first needle even though it was just water. It was heartbreaking watching her trying to stay standing up after the anasthetic, but once they did the third needle she just fell over and passed peacefully. It was so damn fast.
She deserved to not suffer and keeping her alive was just torturing her and my whole family. I just hope she understood that we did this out of love. I gave her one last big hug before and after the injections. I know that soon I wont feel as horrible as I do now. And the pain will lessen and I’ll stop turning to look for her by the pool in the grass, then remember she isn’t here anymore. In the end, 15 years of love and great memories outweighs everything.

Went to Eternal Con at the Nassau Coliseum today and I got a few new alien stuff :3 Last time I was there was for Rammstein in 2012 annnnd Rammstein was fucking beautiful last week at Jones Beach theater. Just omg the flame throwers on the sides of the audience were amazing and you could just feeeeeeeel the heat even though it was outside and on the water. Funny watching bf jump when the pyrotechnics and fireworks went off. If there is a next show, I am getting pit and no one will stop me. Just gonna wait another 5 years or wait for for a fucking Lindemann tour. That’d be the shit.

The bust is actually pretty damn awesome and from the original 2003 and numbered 225/250. Then I got the most adorable teeny tiny big chap figures. Sadly didn’t get the headspin. :’( I got a print of Boba Fett beating the shit out of a Predator for my brother, then a print based from Aliens (omg i fucked that up royally) from one artist and then picked up some Deathstroke prints. 

I’ll post event pics on other blob.

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alien: covenant + guide to troubled birds